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Never Ending Blues

by noveltysongs

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1.
it started back when i was young the feeling stuck and damn it stung i guess this is the way things are now always thinking about where i went wrong never wondering if i even belong here anyway temperature check, it's all in my head it's not what you said, it's just how you said it you know i'm struggling and you know i'm wondering how long i can keep running my grievance in my disagreements will get me nowhere i gotta know when to give it up, i gotta give it up belief in my achievements disappears in smoke & mirrors and i've gone numb with impostor syndrome
2.
Why I Sing 04:05
i feel so vulnerable saying all these things because i don't think you're still listening what i once believed in, no longer gives me feeling and i'm over it when will this constant headache go away? cuz i've been waiting since tomorrow was yesterday i've got these never ending blues and i wish they left with you when you find out where you're going would you let me know, man? i'll see you soon when will this constant headache go away? cuz i've been waiting since tomorrow was yesterday and if the sun don't shine and the phone don't ring at least i know why i sing heaven's not a place, it's a distance don't blink, don't blink, you might miss it
3.
it's dark and lonely in this light so i packed up my things and i held on tight suit and tie, i'm feeling good is this what it's like? maybe i could lace up my shoes and begin again fall in love with myself, my old friend just like clockwork, you're on my mind and as the hands turn, you take all of my time dreading on the night i go home hard to break up the dialog i've kept to myself better not tip the hourglass, better not get some real help suit and tie, are you kidding me? just who in your life would take you seriously? i put posture to pavement, but i'm pacing in place try to outrun the hour hand, while the minute hand sweeps my legs every second is precious, if you put in the work because these problems they come around, just like clockwork do you remember when i drove you home? you were too tired back then to know the way i feel for you, how hard i fell as we lit fire to this old motel so pull me closer, this i know the flames won't burn out, they will only grow so will you wait for me?
4.
something’s wrong and i don’t know what it is or how to say because I get lost in my head something’s wrong in my head flesh and bone it’s my funeral what’s the matter? everything’s shattered walk through the door what’re you here for? something's wrong, something's wrong i've been sober my whole life i just wanna get high yeah, i wanna feel alive clock stop my life i’m a moment in time shaking the hourglass until I feel alright and I can see in my head the monster living in my bed the sour taste i can’t avoid the reason i’m so paranoid the reason i’m so paranoid i've been sober my whole life i just wanna get high yeah i wanna feel alive i've been searching for what i can’t find i just wanna get high yeah i wanna feel alive death’s only a mile away i'm only at the home plate and i'd say i’m sorry but you left without me some days i don't wanna stay everybody's going their own way if i said i'm sorry...
5.
Doomsday 04:15
i know you know what i know, it's too late, i told you so how could you be so cold? i heard you hear what i hear, it's been hell on earth this year i wish i could disappear it's a long and lonely road to feel at home yeah, this shit is getting old but i'm ready to let it go and i know it's not like me to see the forest for the trees but i won't stand in the way if this is our doomsday i watched you walk through my world left all the stones unturned you'd think that i would learn by now...
6.
i feel like a ghost trapped inside of this body i'm on the inside looking out, full of all this doubt just a frankenstein all of my life in my reflection most of the time what can i say? this will never change i say too many words at the wrong time i can say, i need a lifeline not anyone's fault but my own they say the devil you know is better than the devil you don't why have i spent my whole life trying to know them both? my teeth fell out in my dreams again it lives inside of my head not anyone's fault but my own
7.
93 03:33
sunkissed in autumn winds i'm playing that song again, the one i won't stop singing when you look at me, baby, it's like winter '93 i'm almost new again are you standing still, or are you waiting on me? strung out and snowed in i let this sink in it's so cold without you here so come back to me, darling winter will be gone by dawn and i swear i'll let you in
8.
the autumn leaves are gone and dead i'm in over my head my heart is open again i don't wanna know the end oh my honey it's not funny when you joke about forever now all the strength that you know in your body alone will send me on my way the freckles on your face are flowers in a vase every time i look at you oh my honey i'll let the sun in when i've got you i'm not afraid to burn all the strength that you know in your body alone will send me on my way
9.
Godspeed 01:57
you're on your last train home and i'm here, all alone one more phone call, and i'll be fine feeling blue but i'll be alright flip the hourglass, clock stop it all you're already gone, there's no time left to stall you're gone, so what's left of me now? you can't just leave me here, our time has run out just a spaceship lost at sea, nothing left inside of me what once could be is now just a memory
10.
Landlocked 04:59
at face value i'm nervous at best my loud mouth will tell you the rest i can't take it, i won't make it motivated by space and time and this idea that you're all mine i won't make it, i can't fake this i begin to fear, do i really belong here? staring in the mirror, just waiting to disappear i'm a ship stuck in a sandbox wherever i turn, i'm landlocked don't tell me i'm crazy for chasing the sun i'll set sail for something better, even if it takes all night i'll bring you down with me, if i may, if i might i need your reassurance like rain water i would drink it whenever i felt uncertain so get closer to me, because you're all i need your body heat will keep me on my feet i'm chasing after who i never wanted to be falling into a life that's not meant for me to be honest, i've been struggling since the day you left some things are just better left unsaid

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Tracks 1-3, 5-10 recorded and produced by Austin Stawowczyk at Eureka Records in Wyandotte, MI
Tracks 1-3, 5-7, 9-10 mixed by Kurt Roy
Track 4 produced and mixed by Jake Rye at Social Recording Company in Adrian, MI
Track 8 mixed by Austin Stawowczyk
All songs mastered by Rachel Field at Resonant Mastering
Instrumentation (guitars, bass, pedal steel, chord organ, percussion), and additional vocals on all tracks (with the exception of track 4) by Austin Stawowczyk
Drums performed by John Kick on tracks 1-6, 10
Additional guitars on Track, 1, 9, 10 by Kurt Roy
Additional guitars on track 4 by Noah DeLeon and Jason Singer
Guitars on track 5 by Jason Singer
Additional guitars on track 10 by Jake LeMond
Additional vocals on tracks 1, 3, 5, 6, 10 by Olivia Dear
Horns on tracks 1, 5, 7 by James Pyne
Keys and additional vocals on track 2, 6, 10 by Andrew Solway
Photography by Kris Herrmann and Matt Everitt
Design by Benjamin Lieber

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released September 16, 2022

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